Sunday, March 8, 2009

Where am I going?

It was a Saturday of reflection. Maybe even more accurately dealing with another bout of depression. And seeing both films one after the other by happenstance (not by design), I stayed awake and thought some. I remain in pursuit of my own happiness at this most difficult time. The bright memory of yesterday is like those old graying photographs as I am rebuilding my own.

People think it must be the coolest of lifestyles. Let me tell you that it's not as I wallow in my self-pity and unhappiness. And I remain alone in my misery. I think of what I've lost. The little victories just the everyday and mundane things. Simple things we all take for granted.

I can still dream.

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